Them

here we go.semalam kitorang buat rombongan cik kiah. 9 orang gerak pergi mid.me, adaa, aja, cien, mira, buntat, adat, shafuan and ozzy.cakap dengan adaa,"esok aku tunggu pukul 9.00am kat batu tiga" and adaa said,"alright,on".10 minit aku tunggu, okay lagi.masuk 30 minit, da mula berkenalan dengan batu tiga.masuk sejam lebih, aku dah bercinta la wei dengan batu tiga.dia turun kereta nampak dia pakai baju kotak-kotak.haish.aku pun pakai baju kotak-kotak.layan laa.tunggu train lagi sejam.shiaal je.sempat aku betunang dengan batu tiga.sampai kl sentral kitorang tersangat laa bodo nak naik train.menghaban dowh cari train.okay, da beli tiket semua turun la tunggu train.then ada akak tanya,"dik,nak tunggu train batu tiga kat mana?"apalagi si adaa dengan confidentnya cakap akak tu salah platform.haylaa.dalam dua, tiga minit lepas tu akak tu datang kat kitorang kat sini la platform nak tunggu train batu tiga.sooo, kitorang la yang salah train.apalagi, pergi platform sebelah la.redah je naik.nasib baik betul.random gila dowh.turun je train, jalan dalam dua, tiga langkah nampak adat and semua.itu diaa, aja pun pakai baju kotak-kotak.kitorang pun peluk cium kat situ.then, gerak bowling.da habis kalah pergi main game pulak.seronok pulak aku rasa.macam dulu-dulu.jerit cam gaban je.enjoy.gerak makan pulak.pilih punya pilih.foodcourt.gelak macam sakai masing-masing.and aku rasa time makan ni la paling best.rasa macam duduk dekat kantin gelak-gelak.whoaa.kenanagn la dowh.sumpah ozzy makan slow.dia la orang paling last habis.then gerak movie.kitorang pick tron.lantak kau ozzy,da tengok pun telan je la.da habis movie, peluk cium.balik.lagi sekali menghaban cari entrance.dengan guna ayat yang baru belajar dalam tron,"together we find the entrance".sial je.naik tercabut kaki aku.then, beliau pick kitorang.thank you.the end for that day.

The Best Three

okay, here we go.pakcik tu cakap,"fatin, esok pakcik ambik pukul 7.15am".so, dengan semangatnya aku bangun bapak awal nak siap punya pasal and da terpacak dekat depan rumah sharp 7.15am.punctual la sial.but first of all, TAHNIAH PAKCIK, sebab radio yang dia pasang da keluar banyak lagu.well, arrived there at 9.00am and ambik test tu pukul 11.00am.lama tak lama, sempat tidur la bro.masuk dalam cuak dowh.soalan dia takda apa la sangat tapi heartbeat aku macam kena kejar hanjing.but, its worth it though.i got 48/50.GEMPAK DOWH.the best part of the day is begin with this, ada twins masuk and sumpah muka, the way diorang dressup, the haircut sebijik macam HAYLEY.cuma kecik sikit je.cantik la sial.berbaloi la aku tunggu lama gila tu.okay, im sooo gay right now.whoaaa.next is BOLA.superbly super duper truper syok la wei malaysia vs indonesia.3-0 dowh.tiba tiba rasa macam nak cakap,"IM PROUD TO BE MALAYSIAN".first time of my whole entire life aku semangat dengan bola.naah.sooo, conclusion for today is AWESOME.
list of the day:
1. jumpa 2 hayley.
2. past computer test.
3. malaysia won

Misguided Ghosts

I'm going away for a while

But I'll be back, don't try to follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible

See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe

We all learn to make mistakes

And run
From them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no road
In fact they follow me
And we just go in circles
Now I'm told that this life

And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it

Would someone care to classify,
A broken heart and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

So run

To them, to them

Full speed ahead

Oh you are not

Useless

We are just

Misguided ghosts

Traveling endlessly

The ones we trusted the most

Pushed us far away

And there's no one role
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles

life is about moving on.there is no turning back.same goes to friends.it will always hye and bye.miss nad said, "smart people don't make same mistake twice".so, take a lesson what we had did in our past.look forward from now on.throw away all of tears and bring a smile in the daily life.sooo, moved your ass to enjoy the fascinating, freaking, fucking world and say whoaaa.

rock it dude

 

Some Advices

i know i have no right to interfere your life dude but you are going too much.well, it's my assumption based on a few things though.theres so many times i wrote on my wall(fb), 'cheating is not good'.at first place, i believe that i know you sooo well dude but hell yeah, i don't know you.you are not like a person that i used to know.times make us rough.i've changed, you changed.seriously you have to stop all of this game right now.dude, i don't want people call you a jerk.it's okay if you look at me as a jerk.i dont mind at all.but i don't want you to be a jerk.come on la dude, learn something that you have did wrong before.you know well every single things that i wrote here.apa yang jadi lepas semua benda tu.one word buddy, DISASTER.we are not robot, and i told this thing to you sooo many times.i know both of them.we have discuss this things though, but why you keep playing this game.i don't know what exactly that you want from them.if you want to change, then you know what you have to do dude.stop fooling both of them.im stuck here okay.you know what goes around comes around.i've told you that i really want that things happen to you and by then you know hows it felt.but hell no i want that things happen to you buddy.i love you sooo much dude.it's okay if you want to hate me now, but i don't want that things happen to you.i promise to myself that i'll protect you buddy, even you are far from me now.and i will.takda sapa pernah ambik berat pasal aku as you did buddy.selagi aku boleh tolong, aku tolong because you help me a lot.i owe you dude.i know it's sounds weird for a friend to say these things, but I LOVE YOU BUDDY.if what im saying is all wrong.im sorry.but if this is your place right now.do take my advice.i've treat you like a shit, but you never get mad at me.seriously, i've touched.you always make me happy.

YOU ARE THE BEST BUDDY THAT I EVER OWN, PO.

5 Hours Ceramah

totally super duper truper bored la dowh.get in the car at 8am and went to saujana utama to pick another kiddo.tunggu punya tunggu, mak dia call cakap dia tengah membina istana lagi.one advice for you kiddo, once you had make a promise tolong la buat.buang masa la dude.jalan lagi pergi sungai buloh isi borang bagai pick lagi 2 orang, maka kami bertiga pun disumbat di dalam kancil tersebut.disebabkan pakcik tu dengar radio yang bercakap dan lagu dia ada la dalam 2 je sepanjang jalan tu, aku pun masuk la dalam dunia aku.bye kalian.melayan melayan melayan, sampai sudah.bagi ic dekat akak tu then naik bilik ceramah tu.garang la sial staff dia.maybe tension dok hari-hari jumpa orang yang baru nak merangkak naik kereta ni, takpa la buat pekak telinga je la dengar dia bebel dekat semua orang.okay, here is the boredomoshittos start.enter the room at 10am and guess what, i waited and sat there for an hour without doing anything.apa la dowh.at 11am he start to talk.and he greet us with salam.so, aku bersama 2, 3 orang malay yang lain pun jawab la dengar perlahan and all of sudden dia naik hangin.haylaa.the moral of the stories here is when someone greet you with salam u must greet them back out loud.kalau tak prepare for another tazkirah.layan je la tazkirah dia.da lama aku tak dengar BADAR bercakap, so boleh la layan je.the chinese and indian terheret dengar takirah tu.naah, ambik sekali.at 3.30pm abis ceramah.dalam kereta aku bantai tidur.for you i will, P.5 jam pun 5 jam laa.

Paramore Fever

haish.aku kena KARMA lagi.once again aku cakap dengan adaa "kenapa orang suka band gila-gila punya, takat suka lagu da la, mana sedap tu la kau layan". naah sedebik kat muka.aku jugak yang sekarang yang 24/7 dengan PARAMORE.tak pernah seminit pun si hayley tu tak melalak dekat telinga aku.habis semua lagu PARAMORE aku explore and one word.ROCKSTAR.diorang superb dowh.start with such a young age.dengan suara hayley yang aku pernah kutuk dulu tu sampai sekarang masuk mimpi aku.haylaa.tu la lain kali mulut tu kasi mouthwash dulu.sekarang aku jugak yang menggila PARAMORE.tengok konsert PARAMORE kat malaysia, dalam hati berkata.'entah bila lagi la budak-budak ni nak datang sini'.sumpah aku dah bagi fully hearted aku dekat si PARAMORE je sekarang ni.dush.lyrics diorang sangat stylo.hayley dressup tak pernah over.music diorang marvelous diamos.dengan muka hayley yang perfect and others bandmates pun kacak bergaya.pack in a package.

                                                              
PARAMORE IS THE REAL ROCKSTAR EVER.
                      

the rockstar

fully hearted

no doubt, shes hot hot hot

admit it, shes gorgeous

this is what we called whoaaa

Randomamamia

at first mama cakap ambik lesen bulan 1 and all of sudden dia cakap "baby, esok ada ceramah kereta for 5 hours".terberak la shiaal.5 jam kena dengar orang bercakap.apa la dowh.tapi da procedure nak buat macam mana kan, ikut je la.kang takda lesen pulak aku.cakap cakap cakap, mama pun cakap "malam ni ambik gambar lesen".haylaa.apa punya banyak surprise la mama aku ni.dengan malasnya pergilah mandi dah nak dekat maghrib tu.keluar toilet mama cakap cakap cakap kenapa basah rambut.okay, pergilah capai hairdyer.tengah mengeringkan rambut, tiba-tiba hairdryer tu stop.shittos diamos betul.nasib baik rambut aku sempat kering.sarung la baju yang patut.gerak pergi kedai gambar.da ambik gambar bagai, nampak dia nak guna budak lepas spm and thats my chance.apalagi cakap dengan mama and mama was okay with that.apply la aku di situ.so sekarang tunggu je la kena panggil interview.hopefully dapat la daripada aku dok tersadai kat rumah ni.RANDOM GILA LA SIAL.best jugak buat something yang tak plan ni.okay, adaa now i know how its felt for doing something yang tak plan.enjoy.

The Name

why i called it as HIDUP?.for me, HIDUP just like a subject that you have to learn.nak tak nak kau kena telan jugak.what done is done and we just have to go with the flow.apa yang dah jadi tu, take it as a lesson, and so far i've got a lot of lesson.i know this subject,HIDUP, at SABDA.tempat ni penuh dengan memories.dekat sini lah aku boleh ketawa separuh nyawa, kat sini la aku boleh menangis sesuka hati, kat sini la 'RULES NEVER BE A RULE', kat sini la jumpa kawan yang sekepala.hell yeah, entah kenapa pulak ramai couple yang muncul dah nak habis sekolah ni.maybe semua orang dah rasa that couple is vital.i don't know, maybe it's not the time for me yet.its fun if 10 years from now tiba-tiba dapat invitation card, 'rushdan & ain'.things like this complete the subject, HIDUP.and now i waited for my result.hope that my effort all this while worth it.tidur pukul 3am and sleep just for 4 hour every day.everytime rasa macam malas gila babeng, apa lagi, suara mama pun muncul "BUKAN SENANG NAK JADI SENANG".so, tahan la bijik mata ni selagi boleh.gaduh then okay is just like a routine.sorry.thats why i called it as HIDUP.as for now, i think that i'll update my blog frequently.biasa la baru buat.and here some of my friends that make my world turn upside down.chow.

missing you



the best



them

the best companion ever, adaa

missing you guys that i can't help it

Just About to Start

how it is all started.as usual, KARMA!im sick of it.dulu cakap dengan adaa "aku takkan buat blog, macam bosan je nak kena bagi tau semua cerita.ingat je la dalam kepala".Naaah.kau cakap kau dapat. aku jugak yang menaip sekarang.what make me interest with those things is one word, BOSAN.rutin yang sangat bosan-(tidur,online,makan).maunya tak gemuk.confirm la gain weight.so, tengah duduk-duduk,"nak buat blog la".and thats it.here i am.