You, Syuhada Lokman

im just a person.forgiving is easy, forgetting is hard.i believe in Allah.i'll let Him do His job.
Ya Allah, it hurt being hurts.so please dont let me hurt others.because i've already know how its felt like.

There we were, both so young,

Just standing with the crowd.

We were the closest of friends,

Laughing so loud.

As time went on,

I started trusting you more and more.

I told you things that i,

Hadn't told anyone before.

I opened up to you,

I gave you my heart,

Then you turn right around,

And tear it apart.

You pretend that you don't know,

Why i'm in so much pain.

Secretly hating you,

Betrayed by you yet again.

You think that you just,

Butt into my life.

But if really you want to make me happy,

You must pay the price.

And now that i've broken free,

From your deadly curse,

I realize you're the one who ruined my life,

And continued to make it worse.

I'm trying to forget you,

So i won't have to fall.

So now, just remember,

When i turned my back on you,

It's because you did the same to me,

Something horrible to live through.

Never again will i trust you.

Never again will i call you a friend.

Never again will you ruin my life,

Our friendship has come to an end.

How dare you say that you care,

How dare you even try.

How can you be so heartless,

And try to make me believe your lies.

I've learned from my mistakes.

I've learned from what i've done.

I've learned not to trust you.

You, or anyone.

I've been betrayed by you, Syuhada Lokman.

i used to love you, but now..all left is memories that i want to erase.you never care about me.it'll always about you.please, we both know the truth.do care about others heart.we are no robot syuhada.