Thank You.

hey you,

siapa sangka orang yang kita macam x berapa nak suka dulu jadi orang yang banyak tolong kita sekarang.as for me, da jadi da pun benda tuu.sooo, lain kali kenal dulu baru boleh suka ke x.kalau dulu:

"apa dia nak?"

"x nak dengar nama dia"

"benci la doooo"

"semak lassial perempuan ni"

benda-benda ni laaa dulu selalu keluar kat mulut aku.punya la x sukaaa.sebab dia,biar la kitorang je tau.tapi masa tu tengah buta lagi kaaan.x bleh kata apa laaa.annnd sekarang semua ni da tukar jadi:

"gila lawak la dooo"

"you relax je okay"

"senyum sikeeeet"

"baybeh, baybeh, baybeh oooo"

hahaha.okay, the last one.serious aku terbayang muka kau dooo.

semua benda da boleh jadi bahan ketawa.cerita sedih pun boleh jadi cerita kelakar.

orang yang aku x suka tu la yang tolong aku sekarang.in many aspects la kaaan.dari personal sampai x berapa nak personal.

-Thanks A LooooOoooOoot, JoySaliza, really appreciate it!-

"Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom."
- Marcel Proust -

 annnd in this case, its you =)

(kaujanganperasanlebih)

p/s: pehal britney follow dooo.(seriousxpuashati)



Life Is Unfair

okay, here we go.idea dapat bila baca status syirrin faldhira haziq,

"perlu ke membenci orang tanpa sebab"

siapa yang suka benci orang? in fact, siapa yang nak benci orang kalau x de sebab.kita akan selalu ada sebab dengan setiap benda yang kita buat.cuma mungkin kita x tau nak explain kat orang kenapa kita benci kat orang.okaaay, thats a lot of  'orang'.

siapa yang nak bergaduh?orang gila pun x nak bergaduh.kenapa orang ambik weed.sebab nak happy kaan.sooo, thats mean x de siapa yang nak sedih macam mati laki.

start umur aku 16 tahun sampai sekarang.lepas satu-satu benda jadi kat aku.dalam masa ni jugak berbillion air mata aku keluar.lepas satu-satu ujian aku belajar nak hidup.adaaaa je benda nak jadi.benda yang aku jangka, benda yang aku x jangka langsung pun da jadi.

kita x boleh jangka masa depan kaaan.kita kena lalu je semua benda tu.yang manis, kita ingat.yang pahit kita telan.itulah dunia.hidup ni x selalunya indah.apa yang kita nak, selalu kita x dapat.tapi benda yang kita x pernah bayang, kita dapat.

"life is unfair"

semua orang pernah sebut benda ni kan.aku pun pernah.kalau hidup ni adil, bukan hidup la nama tu.cuma, kita kena la selalu prepare fizikal dan mental nak hadap benda-benda yang x best kalau jadi kat diri kita.

start umur aku 18 tahun ni.aku da kena satu ujian yang terlampau besar untuk aku.tapi aku percaya Allah uji orang ikut kemampuan orang tu.tapi sebab benda ni la aku belajar untuk jadi lebih kuat.and yeah, i grow stronger every single day.

kalau dulu asyik nangis sebab benda bodoh, tapi sekarang dengan senang hatinya aku boleh cakap"pergi mampus dia la".yes, im trying to be a heratless.annd da berjaya sikit laa.agak lama sebenarnya aku jadi bodo.but now.i've had enough.

senang cerita, aku x kan bodohkan diri sendiri lagi sebab orang lain.aku x kan nangis untuk orang yang x nangis untuk aku.mulut je manis, nampak baik, tapi try kenal.then you can judge.

yes, i like to jugde people.but i wont tell them.aku akan cakap dengan orang yang aku betul-betul sayang je yang aku x suka perangai yang dia buat.kalau x boleh terima aku mintak maaf.tapi apa yang aku cakap dulu.semua da terbukti.am i wrong? ask yourself.

nasi da jadi bubur.x de gunanya lagi.theres nothing left that can be fixed.

P/s: aku akan campak kau macamana kau boleh campak aku.sebab aku,

FATIN FAREENA BINTI ABDUL AZIZ

Bieber Fever Got Into Me.

i admit it~~I LOVE THIS BOY!

(And I pray)
I just can't sleep tonight,
knowing that things ain't right.
It's in the papers, it's on the TV, 
it's everywhere that I go.
Children are crying, soldiers are dying, 
some people don't have a home.

But i know there's sunshine behind that rain, 
I know there's good times behind that pain (hey)
Can you tell me how i can make a change?

I close my eyes, and i can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray.
I close my eyes and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray.

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight
Am I a sinner? Cause half my dinner,
Is still there on my plate.
Ooh I got a vision, to make a difference,
and it's starting today.

Cause i know there's sunshine beyond that rain, 
I know there's good times beyond that pain

Heaven tell me I can make a change.

I close my eyes, and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray. (yeee)
I close my eyes and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and
I pray for the broken-hearted,
I pray for the life not started.
I pray for all the ones not breathing,
I pray for all the souls that need a break,
Can you give 'em one today?

I just can't sleep tonight, 
Can someone tell me how to make a change?

I close my eyes, and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray, (Ooh)
I close my eyes and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and I pray, (ooh)
I pray, I pray
I close my eyes and pray.

naah.tetiba 2 hari sebelum show bieber rasa menyesal tahap gilanakmam.x boleh nak buat apa la kaaan.tetiba rasa macam sukaaaaaa gilanakmam kat dia.adoooi.maybe sekarang semua tengah menggila bieber kooot.annnd radio pun semua tengah menggila play lagu diaaaaa je.sooo, nak x nak, dengan aku aku sekali da jadi belieber.hambik kaaau.ooo, lagu ni sangaaat bermakna.heart it sooo much.

p/s: secara jujurnyaaa.aku sangat teringin nak jadi macam bieber and mana-mana artist yang fame gilanakmam laaa.x payah pikir nak belajar, future macam mana.gila heaveeen dooo.tipu la kalau korang x terfikir benda ni.

You, Syuhada Lokman

im just a person.forgiving is easy, forgetting is hard.i believe in Allah.i'll let Him do His job.
Ya Allah, it hurt being hurts.so please dont let me hurt others.because i've already know how its felt like.

There we were, both so young,

Just standing with the crowd.

We were the closest of friends,

Laughing so loud.

As time went on,

I started trusting you more and more.

I told you things that i,

Hadn't told anyone before.

I opened up to you,

I gave you my heart,

Then you turn right around,

And tear it apart.

You pretend that you don't know,

Why i'm in so much pain.

Secretly hating you,

Betrayed by you yet again.

You think that you just,

Butt into my life.

But if really you want to make me happy,

You must pay the price.

And now that i've broken free,

From your deadly curse,

I realize you're the one who ruined my life,

And continued to make it worse.

I'm trying to forget you,

So i won't have to fall.

So now, just remember,

When i turned my back on you,

It's because you did the same to me,

Something horrible to live through.

Never again will i trust you.

Never again will i call you a friend.

Never again will you ruin my life,

Our friendship has come to an end.

How dare you say that you care,

How dare you even try.

How can you be so heartless,

And try to make me believe your lies.

I've learned from my mistakes.

I've learned from what i've done.

I've learned not to trust you.

You, or anyone.

I've been betrayed by you, Syuhada Lokman.

i used to love you, but now..all left is memories that i want to erase.you never care about me.it'll always about you.please, we both know the truth.do care about others heart.we are no robot syuhada.



After All...

- hilang percaya
- hilang sayang
- hilang rindu
- hilang air mata
- hilang kesian
- hilang semua

all left...

memories.the two of us jumping, laughing, huging.i'll remember it.