The Capital P

its amazing huh how a letter P could be something that everyone loved.and im one of them.actually first time jpj test is on the valentine's day, tapiii, gagal.but on the road lulus okay.just 3 benda bodoh tu je yang gagal.bukit, parking, and tiga penjuru.buttt, bukit lulus.sangkut dekat parking.nak cerita kenapa tak boleh buat dekat parking tu nanti panjang la pulak kang.soooo, tak perlu.and on 21 feb 2011, i retest for the 3 things.mula-mula datang check nama tengok orang yang keberapa.dia punya lama nak tunggu turn tak hengat lamaa.aku dapat sesi ketiga pulak.adoiii, menangis jugak la nak kena tunggu.tunggu, tunggu, tunggu andddd nampak  adat lalu.terus dengan girang gemirangnya pergi dekat dia.nasib baik jumpa adat, kalau tak memang tidur la dekat situ.dia punya turn pun berjanggut kena tunggu, soooo, kitorang pun menangis la bersama.da sampai turn.aku pun pergi la dekat sang bukit.nasib baik pulak dapat kereta yang clutch best.bukit pass.pergi parking.pun pass.pergi 3 penjuru.puuunnn passs.wohooo.tapi, gigil dia x hengat.okay, tu la pengalaman nervous lepas lamaaa tak rasa nervous macam spm.chow.

Where You Go

first time i saw you at the volleyball court.we start to talk, but not so close.sampai satu hari kau tunggu aku siap for the prep and since that kita jadi sangaaat rapat.well, so many things happened.dont have to mention that.okay, apa je yang aku buat, kau sabar.i adore you for that.your patience.and once i told you that i hate you, i dont want to be your friends anymore.seriously, malam tu aku pening gilaaa.i dont know why.as u thought me, kalau ada masalah kena tidur, then bangun  confirm lupa.but, i cant.i woke up the next morning and the first thing that have in my mind is you.how could i let a bitch ruin our friendship.so, i forgive you and i hoped we could be like we used to be.but suddenly youre gone.no one knows why.you left us just like that.if theres any problem you can talk to me.seriously, my celcom always say hey to you.anytime, im here for you.we can talk.i hope you read this, because i dont want to lose you as my friends.you said that you are not a good friend, but i decide who are my best friend and its you.for me youre really a good friend that i ever had.i dont know how to say it in a proper way though. i dont know you well, but i do want to know more about you.i want to be your friend in need.i hope i can be.because i realy love you syuhada lokman.





i love you adaa.



i need you

Fantasy

wow, agak lama jugak la blog ni terbengkalai.but, the thing is."hey, im back."well, as usual, bila da duduk sorang-sorang tengok movie bagai.mula la datang macam-macam benda kat otak ni yang kena fikir.i think sometimes fantasy can be reallly good.its makes you feel great.and sometimes i wish i was one of the characters.hidup penuh konflik.masalah menimbun, but still end up with a happy ending.all i need is a plot of my very own story.but, so far theres none of it.kosong.it was like your body was there, but your soul is everywhere.i know it sounds lame.but thats the fact.living a life is hard.sometimes rasa nak maki semua orang and sometimes rasa nak gelak sampai subuh.semua da tak terurus.owh, the latest drama yang menarik perhatian is 'the big C'.pelakon-pelakon dia takda la se'hot' megan fox and tak la se'handsome' justin timberlake, tapiii, the plot is awesome.unik.i love it.menangis pulaakk.okay, thats lame.huh.not really, that shows yang aku ni still ada perasaan la kaan.but the best thing is, one of the plot sebijik la wei dengan essay aku masa spm.soo, masa tengok tuu, terus teringat essay, result yang da nak keluar ni, nangis.huh.adoii.result!okay, keep that story for the another post.owh, one more thing, i miss them.the pussycat sabda.rindu nak syampu rambut korang dalam toilet then duduk kat luar tengah-tengah malam tunggu sampai rambut kering(adaa,tol, aja, cien, hana, nad).love you guys.

The Big C

What Should I Felt

god, there must be something good for me out there right.i hope so.apa nak buat.at this point, aku sangat rasa yang aku kawan yang sangat baik.waah, its tough to express feeling here.kena jaga ayat.kena jaga hati orang.wait, thats my problem.JAGA HATI ORANG.but someone can please say it straight to my face,"hey, stop jaga hati orang".well, seriously rasa nak curse that person.FUCK YOU! tak tau nak cakap apa.but come on dude.what you did is not cool.at all.its really bad.you are betray your friend.its really sucks.the tiltle friend did not mean anything to you bra?he trust you.i cant believe this.this thing really make me upset.im speechless here.what the hell with the tears?you just like a shit to me now.im not mad because im not the one.but that guy is your friend.what the fucking hell that he think.wow, im super extremely mad right now.gosh.hes really an asshole.you not a good friend.not even close.hope to see you soon.really want to look at your shitty face.well, siapa-siapa pun akan marah kan.its okay.dalam sehari dua.ill be really okay.hey bra, trust is like a vase.once its broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be the same.just a simple advice for you.i love all my friends.all i can do is talk.i can do nothing.it will always depends on you guys cause its your life.thats all.

My Sister Was There

politics issue.what can i say then.belajar sejarah tak?aku rasa rakyat diorang ni sangaat tak bertamadun.tahap civilization diorang.gosh, rendah nak mampus.tu yang rupa apa je negara diorang ni.apa nak jadi dengan negara tu lantak korang la.but my sister was there.da la tak dapat access internet da kat sana.wtf!apa nak jadi.da macam duduk zaman jepun dowh.i dont know how to start it though.well, i called her adik.but shes 2 years older than me.thats why people call me baby.okay, subuh time malaysia.egypt pukul 2am, adik suruh papa call.dia cakap eveything getting worst.da tak boleh keluar rumah.lampu da tak boleh pasang.cakap pun kena bisik-bisik je.nasib baik diorang ada stock makanan.kat rumah dia da ada kereta kebal bagai, tembak sana sini, balai polis kena bakar.then, penjara pulak da kena roboh, lebih kurang macam tu la.taddaa, santa come to give them present.prisoner?boleh bayang rupa manusia dalam penjara?kenapa masuk penjara kalau perangai tak macam hanjing kan.memang bagus la boleh lepas macam tu.kes curi, masuk rumah orang.tak payah cerita laa.da macam tak boleh buat apa da.and now, pintu, tingkap semua diorang halang guna something yang berat la kan.well, siapa yang cakap, "relax, takda apa tu", "diorang selamat kat sana", "takda apa punya laa".f**k you.try campak sorang family member kau kat sana, then kau tau apa rasa dia.tolong la settle cepat hal-hal politik bodo kat sana tu.and please bawak diorang balik malaysia.is it too hard to do that?huh.the only thing that i want right now is her,my adik.god, please take care of her.let her be a great doctor.worry, risau.first time aku tau apa rasa dia.gila punya runsing.takda mood gila nak type panjang-panjang sekarang.so, not very detail here.siapa yang tau tu, tau la.siapa yang tak tau apa-apa, shut your fucking mouth up.i will always pray for you dear.baby love you, adik.