New Addiction.

currently ive been watching Adamaya.yes, i know its sooo last year.so what, da tetiba rasa nak tengok kaan.eh, oh, last year i was at SABDA laaa.mana pulak nak tengok tv.tapi dulu ada la jugak a few of my friend yang dok sebut-sebut pasal cerita ni.tapi masa tu buat tak tau je.FOCUS SPM.

*HAHAHA.i was joking.memang tak la nak focus spm.hey, my SABDA buddy, you know me kaaan.

cantik kan.i, as a girl cakap dia cantik.sooo, dia memang cantik laa.
okay, what i want to say here is about her character as Maya.lets say if this thing happened in your real life.all of sudden your mom ask you to marry a guy that you dont even know anything about him.padahal you tengah dok bercinta sakan dengan bf you.haaaa.if that happened to me.i swear, i rebel like hell.gilaaaa?da la tak kenal kaan.

buuut, hubby dia baik gila kooot.*does a guy like him exist in the real world? kalau i dapat husband yang camtu pun i nak kooot.tapi tu laa, tak kena kat batang hidung sendiri kaan.so, tak boleh nak kata apa laa.tapi kesian la kat si Dani tuu.but, hey, semua orang pernah putus cinta.just chill laa.*yang macam Dani tu jangan ikut eh anak-anak.tu bukan sayang, tu obsess!

handsome kan.i melting kooot.hahaha.bukan yeah, for sure he got the look, tapi character yang dia bawak as Adam tu sangaaat laaaa buat i jatuh gilagila.*over kan, okay stop.tak tau nak cakap apa da, senang cerita, can i have him, Malaysian? hahaha.

in a nutshell.ceeeh.lama tak guna.poyos.okayokayokay, comel kaan.basically, drama melayu yang ni, Adamaya, takde la DRAMA sangat.best laa.it was like a real life koot.

p/s: anygirls out there yang tak tengok lagi cerita ni.hmmph, you should watch it kooot.no regret.best.i can guarantee you that.*i nangis koot cerita ni.fareena fareena~~apa kena laaaa.cuba keras siket hati tu.hish.

Adamaya mood like hell,

bye,

Assalamualaikum all =)

A Night Life.

*title mintak kaki.

okaay, just wanna say here, I HAD AN AWESOME NIGHT WITH MY SIS, ABANG FIZIE AND HIS COUSIN, FAIQ (is it right?i dont know how to spell your name la dude)

we dance like crazaaaaay, and its a looOooOooooOot of fun.
im gonna leave some pics here.enjoy it.

well, i love this thing very very very muuuuch.

music and dancing is vital.if you guys dont know how to dance, hmmmph, just dance.hahaha.

im not that good too, just move your legs, hand, head, body, jump a little bit.just loosen your body la senang cerita.

no regret.

BEST GILA!

thanks kakak and abang fizie for teaching me what a world looks like.
*takda la noob sangat.

LOVE BOTH OF YOU!

(happily ever after eh)

Diamond And Advices.

*okay, i start cerita pasal diamond dulu la eh.best sikeeet.

-Diamond-

"Diamonds Are A Girl's Best Friend"-Marilyn Monroe-

ohohoho, soo damn true laa.sejak menjak da habis sekolah ni.taste pun da berubah siket siket.kalau dulu:

• tak suka Jalan TAR
• tak suka masuk kedai kain ela
• tak suka masuk kedai emas
• tak suka jewellery
• *all the makcikmakcik thing la senang cerita. 

tapi sekarang:

• suka gilaaa Jalan TAR
• suka gilaaa masuk kedai kain ela
• suka gilaaa masuk kedai emas
• suka gilaaa jewellery

serious rasa tenang semacam kalau nampak kain banyak banyak.rambang mata nak pilih yang mana.Jalan TAR, you the best laa when it comes to kain nak buat baju kurung and variety berbundle berlambak of shawl.again, I HEART IT SOOOO DAMN MUCH!

annnd tadi, baruuu tadi.*baru lepas bershopping heavenly.i realize something.hehehe.i love jewellery, to be specific, WHITE GOLD yaaw.annd to be mooore specific, WHITE GOLD RING(baru la girlish gila kan guna this colour) .oh oh oh.by typing the word pun da cukup untuk mengexcitedkan diri.i loveee it soooo much.*ma, get me one pleaseeee!

*soooo damn makcik enough kaan.hehehe.

-Advices-

rasanya kat post before this da bagi da nasihatnasihat berunsur camni.tapi tu kat 'ps' je laa.okay, kali ni jom kasi elobarate sikeet.

terasa nak type benda ni sebab terbaca something yang pissed me off jugak laa.cause i do feel offended.
takda la terasa sangat pun sebenarnya.it jusst.hmmph.layan je laaa.rasa nak bebel jap.

guys, jangan la pandang hina, serong, sebelah mata kat orang yang tak pakai tudung ni.yes, i know its haram.but guys, menghina orang tu apa hukum diaaaa?eleeeh, i pun pergi sekolah agama laa.ingat you je?
kadang2 orang yang beriya ni puun bukan betul sangat kaan.it just, please judge people based on their attitude not by their apearance.all of us muslim tau bukak dedah aurat ni haram.sooo, when the time comes.it will come.just pray for them.just pray for us okaay.

*annnd nooow, im soooo makcik much.

p/s: sorry if anyone get offended.together we learn eh kawan.oh wait wait, I LOVE WHITE GOLD RING.hehehe =B

bye.

Assalamualaikum =)

A Bunch Of Gorgeous Girls.

*please, scroll from the top again.cause i bet you wont get enough to see at their beautiful faces kaaaan =)

personally, i really like these girls.their style was sooooo AWESOME!

• Yuna, i really love your voice and song.
• Maria Elena, i like you cause youre so damn cool.*you influenced me a lot.
• Hana Tajima, i know you when youre hijab's style become a phenomenon.
• Heliza Helmi, you got the look

what i want to say here is, i love their style.common, siap yang tak sukaa?

before i start bebel and say anything.i would love to ask you guys.is it okay if i want to use the word hijab? cause, it sounds cooler koot.hahaha.no no no, it just i want to use the word instead of  tudung.HIJAB!naah.im gonna used it from now on.*Maria Elena's influenced again.cisciscis.

okay, next week im gonna put my hijab on my head.hehehe.a little bit excited pun ada jugak.what its gonna be like, me with a new look.

i already have a full bag of hijab, but i never wore it once.soo, im gonna start wear it by next week.

oh oh, im gonna also tiru sikit sikit their style.im gonna start watch youtube for the tutorial.since, thats the easier way to learn huh.buuuut, i pendek looor.while, all of them pulak tinggi like hell.especially Yuna.soo, maybe a few of their style not suits me well but, hey, im gonna wear whatever i felt nice and give me an extra self confidence.oooh, appearance is sooo important eh anak-anak.body odour too.please, take a good care of them.

next week im gonna post my new look here eh.oh fb must be the first la kaan.soo, for the meantime, this is my look and still.

p/s : hey boys and girls out there.never ever pandang rendah or menghina or pandang serong kat orang yang tak bertudung.its not nice you know.so, just dont.ada diorang kacau you? takda kaan.so, leave them.they dont need your so called pendapat or whatsoever.just pergi pandang cermin dulu okay guys.*ps i panjang meleweh ni kenapa? :P

again, be nice to people,

bye,

Assalamualaikum =D

Terms Of 'Kawan'

'Kerana sayangkan sebuah persahabatan, seorang kawan sanggup melupakan perasaan cinta terhadap seseorang. Tapi kerana perasaan cinta, seorang kawan juga sanggup melupakan sebuah persahabatan.'

-JoySaliza-

differentiate terms of 'kawan' :

• susah senang bersama
• gelak ketawa senyum menangis bersama
• lompat jatuh guling bersama
• gaduh a lOooOoot then ketawa balik bersama
• peluk cium
• share everything
• tak berkira langsung
• * sangat banyaaaak.this is common sense.so i bet you know.

tapi kita kena sedar, one day bila semua yg kat list atas ni turn upside down.jangan cepat melatah.

take a deep breath.

close your eyes.

smile.

tipu if you said that youre not crying.cause i do crying a looOooOoot.but, think wisely, try to grow up.be matured.basically, people will said, *based on my situation

"weh tot, tak berubah langsung kau"

"sama je cam dulu, main-main je"

but people, you dont know whats going on with me, my heart and my brain.and trust me.you dont want to know, and you dont want to feel it.

people, i am physically look kid a lot to you, but trust me, when it comes to mentally, i am soo damn matured.tak tipu.*this is what i think la kaan, my thoughts a loot better than my friend with my age.

so, just a few advices.kalau korang currently have an issues with your so called besties or kawan sampai mati or whatsoever just bear in your mind.

"be matured in making a decision"

"please, dont cry.youre gonna waste your lifetime.an AWESOME one"

"smile, please smile.it helps a lot"

"muslim, solat laa."

-Fareenaziz said-

im not trying to be nice here.just, ive experienced it once.soo, take it or leave it.simple kan.

maybe in my past time ive done something bad to people.so, i guess this is my karma.again, nak tak nak, ive to swallowed them all.

p/s : this is soo unplanned post.mula nak buat pendek je.sorry yaw =)

okay guys,

be nice to people,

love them all,

dont hurts people(sakit you tau)

soo, just dont,

do smile a lot,

annnnnd,

live your life.

bye,

Assalamualaikum.

Expiry Date For My Heart And Brain.

*tajuk nak gempak.

okay, i know what i felt is not right.totally not right.at all.but, still my heart do sooo.camana?

now im gonna give you an expiry date eh hati.

31st August 2011

2 months.cukup la tuu.da lama sangat.2 tahun setengah da.sampai bila nak tunggu.you da buat semua, but still your effort not enough koot hati.soo, just swallowed them down your throat okay dear.

why i chose that date?oh, simple, cause its first of raya + MERDEKA.so, im gonna merdeka kan my hati yang tercinta ni and..

IM GONNA LET YOU GO!

cukup-cukup la i torture you eh hati.im learning.sorry.no more after this.hopefully.kalau ada pun, i think i can handle it.

but still for now, im stuck with my past.hopefully its gonna end soon.and i boleh buat tak tau je about you.no need to concern about you.stop thinking about you la senang cerita.

well, im not hating you.it just.hmmph.'terkilan'.i guess thats the word laa.kenapa terkilan eh, haha.lantak laa.i pun da tak tau nak describe macam mana da lagi hati i ni.but enough untuk masuk icu.hahaha.*lebih pulak kaauuu.

Dear Hati,
sorry sangat.

cause cant control my brain to think of him.

its hard you know.the only guy that i like for no reason.seriously, ramai cakap dia camni camtu.but still i can forgive him for all that stuff.still.kenapa hati?damn.the guy that i like for 2 years and a half.like seriously?its a long time.why?urrgh.i really screwed up.i shouldnt give my so called like to you.i shouldnt like you like hell.

im not a romantic type of girl.im just an ordinary girl that follow my heart.you knock my heart.no, i am knocking my own heart and i opened up for you.but, here we go.

im gonna stop living with my past and moving on.leaving you back.

im gonna stop thinking about the milo, tepung, duduk on the grass, the confession, mona fendi talk back then when we are in form 4, the name yg i bagi you masa annual dinner, all the stuff that we talked and laughed to.all of them.im just gonna keep it away from my heart and brain.

im just too tired to think about it again.so, i wrote it down, and i hope it will fade away.maybe not so fast, but slowly, im gonna leave you back.away from my heart and my brain.

*in a fairy tale, theres always a happy ending and happily ever after.so, i guess youre not my fairy tale story.

sorry you, sorry heart, sorry brain, sorry eyes.sorry all.deeply sorry.